I finally moved on with my life and forget about her... But little do I expect, almost a year later today, I would be able to scratch the her carvings on my heart and found someone else.  This someone else makes me feel not wanting to be apart from her and will want her to be my soulmate.  The feeling towards this sweetie of mine is even stronger than I had imagined.
   I had thought that the lady to this blog who is the one person I will lost most in life, guess life is just too unpredictable and always has it's way of toying people, turns out the most important person just appear in my life.  I fell into my sweetie's grasp, deeper than I thought I had been (of which was written in this blog).
   However, everything is like deja vu...  I'm at the verge of losing someone I love so much, again.  Am I overly good for a girl if I'm willing to wait for her from work for more than an hour?  Why by treating my girlfriend with the best that I could offer would only bring me the consequence of losing her rather than her appreciation?  Why instead of thinking of the negative side (guilty to see me waiting), she can't think of the positive side (having someone who is willing to wait for hour just to make sure she fill her stomach after work with McD).