I went to eat at the "mamak" below my house. She loves the food there, especially the "nasi goreng thai". The kakak, whom I would always tease her saying she's her godmother there started to ask me bout her. I told the kakak that we broke off already. She like to see her everytime we went to eat there. As usual, the kakak would say, my darling is sweet, so beautiful and she loves to see her. I wish that I could tell the kakak that I know all these and neither do I wish to see her leave.
   Until now, her gentle smile, her sunshine-like smile, her angry but yet adorable expression... All remain... in my mind.