I thought that I would not have this same kind of feeling anymore ever since I got over my first love. The thought which would surface when I close my eyes and when I'm all alone. The thoughts of her every details, every movement, every words, every smile, every care and every second... The thoughts of having to hug her in my embrace once again.
     She's the greatest love I have had... Not even comparable to my first love. The feeling of missing and thinking of her is so deeply carved into my heart.
     She once asked me of my thoughts of wanting to have a family with her so much is whether because, I grew matured or am I really wanting to do so? I guess I can best answer now, I'm truly and only have the thoughts of having a family with her. Her departured has makes me realised how deeply her love has been carved and bind to my heart.
I miss her so much...